Tuesday, 14 February 2012

expectation!!!

sometimes patience is the most best n important companion for us...especially when v r disappointed... especially in a relationship...u cant expect fr everything tat u wish...its totally opposite... once upon a time ..all my dreams about my future...y dreams of how i want my life partner to be...and my dream about how will he treat me...all r totally opposite... im not like before..but still i love him for what he is...i know he loves me because im helping him with his career n other things around him...but love shud come from witthin...without any expectations...i know how much i suffered before...but for him all the past shud b forgotten...i know how much tears i've wasted so far... but still i love him...i know hw many hundred times i got disappointed but still...this is the life that i choose..... i will live with it...but eventhough all my dreams are shattered i still wants him to treasure me as a gift from god...but he will never...he take care of me because im taking care of him well...but thats not wat i wanted...i wants him to love me without reason.... when i ask y u love me?? he wiill say coz "ur caring,helpfull n loving'... but if he ask my answer will be " i dont know but i just love u" .... to be continued...